| cynical at its best.
i dont think it could get any worse!
if i only had the time to explain how i feel.
but it would take forever.
so i spare you all good night!!!! |
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| i'd like to think i'm a little more aware.
aware of my surroundings.. my attitudes as well as others.
it may come off as naive..
but forgive me if at times i'd like to be optimistic instead of the typical cynicism.
way to burst the bubble!
a little annoyed.
time to really get RID of the clutter.
in more than one ways.
somewhat motivated.
dont get in my way.
you'll regret it. |
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| having a moment.
and big moment.
been doing a good job spacing out..
mixed emotions.
sometimes the days are good.
and other days, it's just plain shitty.
trying to figure things out.
the more i think about them,
the more i dont want to think about it.
complex.
i know.
that's what i am.
in definate need of a change in scenery.
like.
foreal foreal.
whats with the rude attitude in people now adays? like damn.
is it that fucking hard to say hey i'm sorry, could you take this away from my table.
apparently so.
UGH.
i say... parents who dont know how to control their kids should be shot.
last time i check, a restaurant is not the fucking jungle gym.
who's to blame when your kid is running around, slips and hurts themselves? YOU you dumb fuck.
annoyed. if you couldn't tell. working there has not helped with my irritable tendencies.
i think its time to really really get in the gym more often.
maybe that'll curbe my stress and agression.
time for that massage.
and a new phone. FINALLY.
a trip to the dirty south is in the works this summer.
definately looking forward to that.
maybe i'll find the next hottest thing on my visit to the ATL and bring it back to the west. NOT. |
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| "nothings ever promised tomorrow today."
optimism at a low.
maybe a move is good.
back to that feel all over again |
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| simple question.
what happened?
I don't know is NOT an acceptable answer.
and don't for one second think you're not to blame for any of this.
act like an adult for once.
tired of talking about it.
doesn't do any good.
you've made it clear that it DOESN'T matter to you
so why should it matter to me.
6 feet under.
where it belongs.
moving on. |
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